25 Giving others Sovereignty Begets my Own 031317
After I lost my children, so much pain wrenched inside my heart, that I lost trust for God, and pouted like an angry child, with rage, that almost bled me out, dry of any compassion for living at all. Years after reading “The Shack”, and, just recently after 30 years of meditation and forgiveness prayers I saw the “The Shack” the movie, and finally can remain focused on my revelatory belief in Love, and forgiveness, knowing how much God Loves us, and that I can now allow others their well-deserved Spiritual Sovereignty.
The father who lost his child in the movie was watching the little boat he was riding in seem to start to fall apart and sink, but Christ was a character in the movie standing on the water right beside the boat, repeating “Look at me; look right in my eyes. and keep trusting me”. The father watched as the boat came back together and the water splashed right out, so by focusing on Christ during any pain in life, we can realize any fear-perspective gives way to a trust in God’s Love, and a new lesson for us to, not judge others who harm us.
I have been in a life long pout of anger pushing others away from getting, almost killed so many times, myself, so I had good reason to fear, and judge others, as if anyone may try to kill me again, like my parents NDE did. 2 overlay experiences of almost losing ‘myself’ as a child, and then losing my children, where I had become the single parent, triggered a double whammy of judging others, as myself for not being able to save me, or my children from our evil Satanic Matrix. A couple days after that Movie, it came to me to focus on the eyes of Christ’s Love for me, and stop judging others to push them away any more.
I am allowing my children their well deserved Spiritual Sovereignty, and as it is occurring more each day, it seems I am receiving my, own well-deserved Spiritual Sovereignty the same. I can feel like the father in the movie began to enjoy life again with an innocence, that showed in his being able to bond with those in his life, that compliment such loving Trust in God’s forgiving Grace. God was hurting when I was hurting, so I am at Peace with the God, that I was angry at for my whole ‘judging’ life. I feel a new Love-perspective welcoming me into a Kinder paradigm, not available to me before, so I am filled with gratification, and Delight.
The up and coming miracle changes to a benevolent paradigm of prosperity, and Kind compassion has filled my heart with, so much bursting energy, yet it seems only appropriate to share here with Patrick’s respect for ‘our’ Spiritual Sovereignty, with so many of us bringing in this very Ascension energy, that has seemed to make these major changes in my, own miracle relief. I believe the more Personal, the more Universal, so I guess we can take my recent Love-experience to the bank of our ever-increasing ONENESS relationship, as if another way to Trust what’s coming very soon?
Pine Cone Trusting
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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