18 Love’s Forgiving Response 030517
(“Burning Bush” on Operation Disclosure)
I asked for help about my new forgiving inspiration to allow my daughter her well-deserved Sovereignty, from Love Listening to her continual hate perspective of me, as if I were her evil-male nemesis. I feel inspired to move again, after just moving closer to her a couple years ago when she lost a child of her own, to help her go through, all the pain, and shame that comes with losing a child.
The pain-Glory of my Love-story is what comes to me this morning, and, even though I continually write my forgiving way out of anti-Love’s wet paper bag, I have never repented looking through this Knot-hole of a lifetime suffering in the evil-male role, as if females were ‘good’ and, all males are ‘evil’.
My Vatican Mother called me evil as she raped me “Off the books”, and beat me to death many NDE times to set in her unforgiven intention, from her own child-rape and Vatican-imbedded male-hate childhood demonology Matrix. Even though I continually ‘forgive it all’ as the Child-delight of Love-intention that brings me down here, I allowed my Mother her well deserved Sovereignty before she died, from Love Listening to her continual hate-perspective of me, as if I were her evil-male nemesis too.
My Vatican evil Mother neutered me, so as my fear-replicated wives, just like her, continually hated me as if I were their evil-male nemeses, I allowed their well deserved Sovereignty, from Love Listening to their continual need to treat me as the evil, like the other half of the Holy Mother unholy Vatican does too. The Vatican provided other men to provide me with children, so like my daughter, she and I, still don’t know who our other Satanic Vatican/Crown/DC biological female-nemeses evil-Fathers can be.
I was raped, and killed as a little child, and raped and killed as a male adult, so I continually forgive my Vatican Mother Army nemesis, yet here I am Love listening to my Daughter, and her cloned-children’s continual hate-perspective of me, as if I were their evil male-nemesis too. It occurs to me that I have been, already continually forgiving the, so called ‘evil’ Satanic Vatican/Crown/DC genocidal imbedded Matrix that, even controls our ‘good vs. evil’ increasing Karma.
I imagined my lost bastard children would let go of their imbedded Vatican Matrix when we all began to be adult family together again, but once this Army of Vatican Mothers role-model male-hate, my children, really believe forgiveness is evil, and Love hurts too much to trust looking away from their own mind-control knot-hole ex-father perspective projection of their male-blame bastard anger/fear/pain/shame.
Today after watching “The Shack” movie, my allowing my daughter her well-deserved Sovereignty by moving away, right on Love-ocean for half the forgiven-money, I became so befuddled from wanting us to, both stop Love-inverse-ing the closer, we feel our mutual male-hate polarization self-hate projected Patsy-blame.
I see my ‘5’ generational Grandmother, Mother, Wife, Daughter, Granddaughter roles, hating their evil-male/good-female imbedded Satanic Vatican/Crown/DC genocidal Mafia Money Mother Matrix that, even controls our ‘good vs. evil’ Karma, all need my Ancient-child mountains in forgiveness Delight of Love intention, that brings me down here, too. Love sees us, all as Light getting brighter with innocence, so I am seeing how Kind-wise Love is to provide me this repentance, because we, all are Vatican/Crown/DC Mothers at one Good-imbedded Karmic comfort-food Matrix-mind control time or another.
My forgiveness perspective scares my daughter, just as much as it scares others, and my “Love” perspective of God makes others want to Light-rape me, as long as they get to mind-rape me first, through their shadowy Knot-hole limited-pain perspective, so my job is to allow others their well-deserved Sovereignty, and go live in a forgiving-shack somewhere pleasant, on the shores of Love Ocean, I presume?
Imagine my looking up at the twinkling-eye stars into a clear night sky far away from hate’s gender-din of multiplicity’s busy-divisive clamor, while Effulgence inside, all the time appears above in a Lovely congruence, like forgiven perennial flowers enjoy, as a surprise Delight in future Gardens of Innocent Holy Spirit reflections? Sometimes the Joy of change becomes so bedazzling, that night sky Effulgence seems to take over any more need to pretend Vatican/Crown/DC ‘good-female vs. evil-male’ Collective Mafia Money Mother Matrix Mob Consciousness any more?
Pine Cone “Clarion Call” for House-help
The Shack responding “Male-innocence”
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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