17 Who I Am Not 030417
(“Burning Bush” on Operation Disclosure)
I am not one separate gender shadow, or both-gender impossible in this Mother-fear Matrix infrastructure physical mirror-double paradigm, or nuclear spinning vortex of linear time/space continuum, but a Karmic co-creator deep inside ONENESS Spirit Conscience.
I am not this body, not stuck in this Matrix infrastructure, and not stuck on the Wheel of Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal lifetimes one after the other. Deep inside my Sovereign ONENESS Spirit Conscience of Immortal Love energy Effulgence, I enjoy our Spiritual Communion in a Graceful Languid Rhythm.
I am not, so called ‘alive’ here in this Life Review 3D living color, and surround sound Karmic-din experience, and I am not one gender, or the other gender, not stuck in one lifetime or another of many, but ONENESS, as it, only can perform in the “SPIRIT” of forgiveness fountain of Delight enlightening liquefiable Love energy Effulgence wet mist of “SPIRIT”, replete, timeless, inviolate, and invisible.
This moment in Time, is not, just this separate illusion of linear time in one Karmic-lifetime either, and is no more real, than any idea of separate Consciousness, nor any idea of a possible Collective, from deep inside our Spiritual Sovereign Communion.
I am, not ‘you’ on the surface, and I am not physical in any shape, or form, but creative intelligence at its finest, co-creating more Karmic lifetimes all the time, and every time I pretend I am not, yet getting over my gender limited-temporary Karmic-self.
Everything I see is, not ‘out there’, but is a reflection of more need to genuflect in a bow of forgiveness to Atone with enlightening compassion, to Unify Karmic lifetimes Mercy, and switch my allegiance from Life Review illusory Karmic-creation mirrors, to ONENESS Spirit Conscience, the absence of Collective Mother-fear Matrix Consciousness.
I see little gems mixed in, that can scare others away from focusing here, but ONENESS doesn’t mean putting our Collective into a mixing bowl, and doesn’t include an impossible idea from this fear infrastructure Matrix at all. I am a completely new idea of SPIRIT, without any more exclusive divisive need to remain on the Wheel of Karma infrastructure, as a Karmic co-creator, with a constant Matrix-need to, still Atone in-kind.
I see a slave owner faced with having to pay ‘bad’ money for more slaves, while waiting for resisting slave Mothers to increase the herd, then realizing S/he can help save money if S/he increases the slave herd ‘it’s alien self’, and it’s really scary to imagine that’s what’s going on right now, and is a part of, all our Karmic-elite increases, that are wearing out the Mother-fear Matrix, and wearing out our ONENESS “SPIRIT” Conscience Heaven with an immoral Mortal-battering genocide, from our Collective Karmic sex-slave Consciousness, bastard kids-denied.
Not only Am I, not separate from anyone else in this lifetime, but none of us are separate from, all our many other Karmic divisive-gender role-reversal lifetimes. I AM That That I AM, or Thou Art That That Thou Art, relieves all Karmic-indigestion, and floats inside, all creation interconnecting within a Crystalline infrastructure. “Who I am” and “Who I am Not”, both have a praying-hand in writing this, and I couldn’t write these ideas without you/who too, because whatever happens, someone will need what we get here, and we, all will get more Oversoul-freedom from these “Who I Am/Who I am Not” in-SPIRIT Kind-grateful Communion Please-tease ideas.
It was, really difficult for ‘this gender’ to keep the focus on “Who I Am Not” without trying to proclaim, somehow “Who I am!”, so it must be difficult for others of Karmic-gender too, from our constant fear of Spiritual Sovereign Love energy Effulgence, that seems to makes us, all more prolific Karmic co-creators; yet for “Who”, may I ask?
Pine Clarion Call
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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