I Don’t Know 040517
A few days ago it amused me to imagine that, while inteldinarchronicles has a main focus on prosperity increasing, that it may, just be the place for me to post about Ascension into a new paradigm, even though, most would agree my writing seems tangential, and off the main Dinarland Ascension motive, I suppose? What if The One is here to support my writing, and I am here to support Patrick’s main focus, hanging out on Operation Disclosure? “Is this Heaven?”, to which One Who Knows responds, “No…this is Iowa, thank God, so let’s play ball!”
Since the main ‘happiness idea’ here is to be happy, and become, even more happy in a new happier-paradigm of creation-possibility, yet my Ascension motive is to forgive this suffering Illusion-of-fear paradigm, to know that “I don’t know”. I remain teachable, unassuming, and accept this Death Matrix, to make room for Love, somehow, somewhere here, by playing a tangential role with an approachable Kind wisdom of gratitude, instead of remaining unteachable, by ever hinting I know anything about happiness?
Christ discovered that separation fear-gender can’t Love Listen longer than a few anxious minutes, and got the bright idea of saying the one, most important aspect of ‘happiness’ coming from standing up, with open arms, while gazing slightly upwards, and saying “I don’t know”. To remain teachable is the Kind way toward, enough humility to make room for Love, as the absence of gender-fear cell-division multiplying-suffering illusory-separation. Fear, always pretends to know everything in competition, with the motive to teach new child-weaponry, that War and murder is, just good business.
A Summer-school short Sermon, with eats and treat miracles on the slant Mount when everyone can, only hear a moment in time, the first idea, came to mind, so out came the most important happiness-hint from the Love of Christ, for our unforgiven suffering paradigm: “Go in life with open arms repeating in silent prayer, “I don’t know?” then… wait for it(inspired Love), and something delightfully creative will, always fill your welcome empty chalice Holy Grail intention.
Kindness seems the better side of wisdom, than knowing anything, so remaining teachable on the same day at 2:00 PM, after the biggest-yet revelation on that same day at 10:00 AM, is ‘enough said’ about Happiness-forever, even, and especially among unforgiven Physical-gender Duality-paradigm separation-anxiety.”
I Love child-like playing with anything Christ said, because nothing like innocent changing it up brings out the worst in the curmudgeons, that seem to always have to have something to prove they “Know”, more than anyone else, like the Love-energy thieves, who see the animating generous as foolhardy, and irresponsible. Anyone who knows anything is popular on the Dinar-side of ‘happiness focus’, while others in Summer-school Disclosure-comfort allow us to off-focus remain teachable, unassuming, and approachable without pretending any focus, away from innate suffering.
I don’t know about anyone who knows anything, but I do know Patrick, One Who Knows, and Yosef must Delight me, or I wouldn’t even want to hang out here with others open enough to stand, all the heat in Ascension kitchen? I am writing My Heart out to give my pain the voice we all deserve, and the more I write, the more I realize how many lifetimes I have waited to self-disclose, and I am as Grace-grateful vulnerable, as “One Who” can be ‘anyone’, to feel a, real part of something, so new to all of us.
I spent an hour contemplating numbers, fractions, and equation-fails, before this idea popped into my empty head: “I Don’t Know”, and I get the idea I may, never know anything about anything worth bragging about here, because after an hour motive to keep repeating formulas to memorize, all I know could fill up the whole World with everything that, just seems to drive me crazier.
That hour buried deep in infrastructure Math Matrix is, not at all wasted, because without discovering anything worth, more than The One, it motivated me to write about reversing our ‘who is who’ focus. I, almost forgot it’s Love, remembering to bring us together, teachable, approachable, unassuming, and with every piece of the Ascension-puzzle included, that can inquiry-surrender to “I Don’t know, maybe?” altogather…
Thank you 1 Who w/emphasis on The One
Pine Cone 10:00 AM in an open-focus hoot
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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