There are, just a few sparkles left of me present here in Time, because most of my higher Light frequency vibration intention is focusing from within, without vested physical motives, to remain in this lower Light frequency vibration Child-weaponry paradigm. Effervescent fascination within discerning Spiritual Ascension disciplining Prescience is peeking out through our Coherent Sovereign Golden HoloGlow Immortal-portal, revealing honest observations, only available from within higher Light frequency invisible dimension’s Effulgence for~every~where perspective.
Any Delight-energy from this Love-observer perspective, is certainly not about you, and is not about me, either, but is all about this Karmic-dissonant Satanic Earth Duality-paradigm, suffering denied mirrors in ‘fear of separation’ Unforgiven Illusions. Invisible Love energy within, around, and permeating herein is, barely a hint of higher dimensional glimmers, even so, please be careful not to react from innate fear weaponry, lest you be judged by your own xenophobic Duality-essence demonizing shadow Karmic-return?
One aspect of Sexual Abuse is when someone in Power-over another intimates ownership of sexual parts of the more vulnerable innocent underling, with humiliation, that causes that one moment of long lasting self-hate of embarrassing Toxic-shame. This one important/impotent aspect of Sex Abuse, or incest, causes life-long toxic-reactions acting out this humiliation, while the perpetrator increases their Power-over position, by bully-ridiculing the victim for feeling bad, about feeling bad. This is physical, emotional, psychic, and Spiritual abuse right at the core of the Orange Sex/Spirit Chakra Low/High Sovereign-choice of Dark/Light Power-over Satanic Child-sacrifice Duality homicide/suicide/genocide, yet dominates Sexual-evil continual W-ar A-buse R-ape motives in this Stockholm Syndrome sick-loyalty addicted paradigm.
Breasts are, very important to a new born, yet breasts are an essential part of Sexual-importance to a female, so breasts are leased out to babies, and other sexual humans, as if everyone else owns them, while the female becomes the realer lessee. Females don’t own their own breasts; the whole World leases them back to their female-victim, and Blackmails the innocent-victim, as if their sexual parts are used, to take Sex Abuse Power-over every female. This humiliation causes women to act out in Toxic-shame, increasing their complicity to use this abuse as a victimizer/victim to, also reverse having revenge Blackmail Power-over any willing Duality-mirror abuser.
Vaginas, and penises are leased out to Duality Satanic Sex-abusers, in much the same way Power-over unwritten mores Blackmail all of us, men, and women, as if everyone’s sexual parts are leased out to the Duality main-motive War, for Power-over humiliation in this Death Matrix. Mothers/Fathers, older sisters/brothers, Aunt Flow/Uncle Curmudgeon, Main Slime Media/Politics, medical/murder, government/bureaucrat, social mores/dissonance, feminism/victims, politics/honest, store clerks/mailmen, and the whole World/micro humiliates anyone with a penis, just like we, all humiliate anyone with vaginas, so Duality can best become defined by the constant immoral Toxic-shame battering of “Sex Abuse”.
Humiliating the penis seems, more like an International Sport, than the serious business of money getting mixed in with, not being able tease a ‘female’ about masturbating, so there may, even be a sexual double-standard about elite gender bias, but either way, humans may define “Sex Abuse” at our suffering foggy-mirror soggy-bottom low vibration Evil-paradigm essence. No wonder humans are, so afraid of sex, huh? Males have a penis, and suffer continual humiliation, as if they ‘are’ an erect dickhead, while females have sexual parts, and suffer continual humiliation, as if they are nothing, butt their Orange sexual/spiritual Sovereign Chakra-choice robbed at birth.
A vision of the Earth with the, only thing left standing was all the many corporate Golden Arches, still lit up all over the, otherwise destroyed Sex Abuse Toxic-shame Planet, and what a surprise to sense how important breasts have become on Mother Earth, as if a Mother’s breasts are less for baby’s milk, and actually dominate the Power-over sex-motive for all sexually abused men and women in humiliating GMO Duality Mother-mirror eat-meat-death M M M M M M M Matrix?
When I look for ‘male aroused junk’ red boxes of “Love” chocolates in GMO grocery store Duality-complicity, only in aisle 5 are there female-breeder aroused Valentine candies for children, to see in our mind control GMO school-prisons, so I guess teasing little boy’s penises makes it a ‘harmless’ sport, like the secret Satanic Mafia remains in charge of Rage-itching, only aroused male-scratchy ‘4 point restraint’ Sex Abuse circumcision.
If I, ever appear here as more than, just a few last vested sparkles, I want to remember that none of this Sex Abuse running rampart is my fault, whether I am female parts, or male parts, because where would Duality be, if there were no visible parts to tease each other about, just like where would the Dark Cabal be if there were no more lower light frequency vibration Power-over motives to humiliate us into Sex-slave Duality? I thank God for Delight enough, to discern ‘what’s what’ in this lower light frequency vibration paradigm, and am grateful for becoming a, mere visitor enough, to be able to see through Physical-motives with that same measure of a, mere Spiritual-glimmer of Awareness observing Sex Abuse from ‘out through’ my innocent Crystalline Portal from Immortality’s perspective freedom.
Delighted Pine Cone
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone