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As long as I enjoyed the bliss of ignorance about this Death Matrix paradigm, and I needed others as addicted to me, as I was addicted to my neediness of them, we weeded together, until I turned within, to switch my allegiance from Creation, to ONENESS Spirit Conscience of enlightening liquefiable Love energy Effulgence.
I switched my support system long ago to enjoy others who surrendered to become meek to Spirit too, and even though it seemed the opposite of bliss-ignorance, we replaced fused relationships with family and friends, as we gradually woke up out of indifferent ignorance of our narcissistic arrogance.
There came a time when many others of us used our new awareness, only to go back into the fray of social-norm drama again, as if an expression of fixing things enough, just to try and do it all much better all over again. Arrogant ignorance is like this when the meek stop surrendering, without meditation and continual forgiveness prayers, I suppose.
As I continued my surrender to remain meek, only to ONENESS Spirit Conscience, even when other’s criticism of me helped me realize I can take social-norm criticism as praise, considering the judging Collective Mob Consciousness source of other’s reactions to my, more vulnerable self-disclosures, Spiritual Sovereignty devotion helped me see through the veil of Karmic physical habits.
I began to write to Holy Spirit in gratitude, for all I was unlearning everyday, as I withdrew and renounced the whole World of fear, as illusions of my own fear of separation guilty motives, and all this brought me here now, to ask for more help than ever, to get me through whatever is affecting me so deeply Today.
The very few others that hold our lifetime memories together, are 1, 2, 3, withdrawing from me, as I am willing to let go of 1, 2, 3 them at the same time, so I guess I am not needy enough of others, and they prefer others as needy as they, still cling to denial of this suffering Death Matrix paradigm?
I asked for help and received the message, that my purpose is to shine the Light of Immortal Love on all suffering, as my own arrogant reflection bliss in ignorant narcissism, so others are withdrawing from my Ascension intention, and would that I be Kind, I would let them, and enjoy becoming a weedless desert flower, just because I can now.
ONENESS Spirit Conscience doesn’t shine Love’s Delight on our Collective Death Matrix Consciousness, so we can fix it here, but shines the Light on it, to let go of Physical-habit fix-it Karma, as we believe ONENESS Spirit Conscience creates us in ONENESS Spirit Conscience, all by our little onesies.
Pine Cone Surrender Resurrection Salvation
Jumping in the back of ONESIE 1-driver Bus
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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