The Burning Bush 041117
I get the idea that Holy Spirit forgiveness-fountain nurturing Delight of Immortal Love Effulgence from for~every~where in the wet mist of Coherence, guided yesterday’s overwhelming expression http://operationdisclosure.blogspot.com/2017/04/spirituality-with-pine-cone-rethink-re.html . In grateful Harvest Today, it seems the effect on me from this guided writing has provided me with an overwhelming vision of helplessness as a normal human, suffering more surrender from seeing how Effulgence works to shine the light of Immortal Love for~very~where, like this Spark of God did/does/will, as a Child of ONENESS Spirit Conscience from Heaven, within.
The compliment revelation coming with this vision is how misguided suffering children lose their Brilliant-motive to shine on everything, like “Look what the Cat dragged In” by, only focusing on the Central caricatures of our Authoritarian Collective Physical Wrath Consciousness, outside in the cold hearted Human Matrix, so as not to upset the Dark that swallows children, and shits us out on Mother Beartha again. What a privi-lege to carry everything Physical to God in Prayer, sings the song of a repentant Heart as if to Child-of-Delight shine on everything without innocence in the Spirit of forgiveness, to make it all go away?
Other adult children of Mother Beartha cannibalism-abuse, and neglect were Fall-failing to be able to help me at the Human-privi Physical dump, so I get the idea that yesterday’s overwhelming helplessness came from visiting kidnapped children, that showed my Fall-failing disability to turn within, and focus on Immortal Love in the Spirit of innocent Delight. I can’t seem to, even begin to sing “What a privi-lege to carry…” and be grateful for Holy Spirit shining Light on our lost little children of Delight inside for~every~where, without praying first to discern what that vision, and its compliment can mean to us all now?
My Survival-motive, all my sad life was to avoid shining Delight, unless I could fix what was revealed in my denial mirror faux pax, but a new motive to forgive anything that appears, helps me wanna discern more, so we ‘can’ stop doing the same things to children, expecting different Central-Monster insane results. I Wonder, for our children if we, all feel overwhelmed, from shining like we are supposed to, while adults sacrifice our Light to make the Psycho Central Monsters happy. A child Chorus is Clarion Call howling, yes, Yes YES; that’s it, we don’t shine, so we don’t become human shit on Mother Beartha so please stop feeding us to Monster Central, when we shine for~every~where, because we Love you!?!
My “Overwhelming” is turning within more “Awe…”, than any innocent can Pray for, and I don’t feel so ‘all alone’, which is another compliment feeling from inside the Child-chorus discovering Tall Pines Delightful Pine Cone Forest whispers of our collective sweet Spirit, for us. Thank God for Tall Pines, and for our Love Listening whispers, that ‘can’ see the forest for the trees. What a grateful Harvest to focus on ‘helplessness’ until Holy Spirit changes overwhelming/all-alone, to singing songs of innocence from our Lovely One Heart that beats for our Collective Child-Chorus Brill-shining Brightly.
Shining for~every~where Effulgence can take my breath away sometimes, but it’s worth it to experience Holy Spirit Love Listening forgiveness miracles working through and for me, as long as I ‘dare’ to give my pain the voice we, all deserve. I can see Light now, and I can Love now see? Deaf, and blind Human Parents must need a lot of help from Holy Spirit forgiveness nurturing, because all I remember from childhood is getting ‘fixed’, so much that, all I wanted to do after that, is keep fixing my overwhelming Karmic-mirrors, instead of forgiving my own Parent-co-creations of mutual Child-sacrifice, caught up in ONENESS Chorus.
Deep doodoo Pine Cone Clarion Calling
Clearing Monster Central ‘before’ Easter
About the Author
I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16
I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.
I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.
After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.
After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.
I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?
When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.
Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.
Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone
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