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Monday, April 24, 2017

Spirituality with Pine Cone: Dancing in Communion-shame

What a night of Wonder last night when my hands heated up, so well it was as Spiritually cool as can be, and then upon transitioning from a Healing ONENESS mode with acceptance, an Inner Spirit Friend asked me as we were parting, “You know what this is; this is Communion.”

Even after a couple hours of writing, and editing this morning, one mistaken ‘click’, and I deleted, all my work before saving it! No angry feelings aroused from within a natural disappointment, yet there were many clues for me, before this happened, that were guiding me to, not be, so assured of Today’s Post.(During the voice-over my chair fell apart, so I finished a foot shorter with a good old Belly-laugh at any more possible ego) Intel/Disclosure 042417 disappointment synchronicity, I presume…

Nothing to do but to accept what was happening and sit in a 4 hour meditation until now, washed and ready to face what comes to me. “Communion” says many things that reminded me how everyone will not understand ‘my’ meaning, and, even that I am thinking I will post this one again, right here speaks to my Stockholm Syndrome Sick Loyalty to the ‘outside’ of me as my handler replication from my childhood trauma-base mind control.

I was a prisoner, and we are, still prisoners held in slavery of the prison bars of Collective Toxic-shame Consciousness, so with my sick loyalty waiting for ‘outside’ to come rescue us, combined with our mirror Hollywood-denial “Fix-it” compunction to avoid our sex-slavery shame, how can I use the word Communion effectively, except to accept our Communion-shame.

Spiritual Sovereign Communion occurs all around, and through us now, as we enjoy glimpses of Immortality many times sparkling us into Effulgence Wonder, instead of manifesting long enough to keep us from avoiding our need to repent Creation, in favor of Spiritual Coherence, perhaps too replete, too timeless, too inviolate, and, definitely too invisible for we, Karmic-creation addicts, already gone ‘too shame-viral’.

This is how Communion can feel for us, so instead of pretending I am Communion-ready, I imagine this is the time to jump right in the middle of my Childhood shame, and sing, and dance in sex-slave Prison-creation, like the old time movie-man danced down the street in Love with his Hollywood Mother-replication mind-control handler. Here is another very misunderstood word, just like Creation Communion, because I co-create many surprise “Mother-replications” and one tricky one could become a ‘group’ of Mother-worshipers, hiding under another name for Communion-money.

This second time writing about Last night’s experience, already expresses what came to me with the healing hands, and my Inner Spirit friend saying to me, “You know what this is; this is Communion.” Now I can understand how my shame keeps me from imagining “I am worth it”, and “I am enough, already” because what I receive from Guidance is mine and for me, not to turn right around and avalanche my shame-mirrors, who, like me, maybe aren’t ready to admit addiction to Creation prison bars, still keeping us from receiving Sovereign Spiritual Communion.

I am not talking about any possible Human definition of Communion, Mother, or Mortal Love to avoid admitting Shame-addiction resentment, either. I am a sex-slave mind-controlled trauma survivor, and it’s my Karmic-job to remain a prisoner among other Prisoner-mirrors, as Authoritarian-hostage followers under Authoritarian Centralization Mother-replication hubristic-gossip cop-like handlers. Maybe I can experience glimpses of omniscient Healing hands, Communion, and have Inner Spirit Friends, that say weird things I don’t understand yet, but, that are important for me to receive as a Communion gift for me, to meditate on in order to ‘get it’.

Now I am ready to post to others, who may need to hear what is happening inside me, but not from an addictive-need to activate more mutual shame, but to help reveal what makes us prisoners, is OOPSidaisies!!!! (my screen almost shrunk to nothing again!!!) Maybe more Shame-guidance, as if I know anything about what’s going on, really….

I have Shame, and I may never get used to trusting Mothers, or Communion, but I won’t let that stop me from giving my pain the voice, that we all may deserve more than I realized my whole shame co-creating Gender-dualism Karmic-pretentious Prison life-term. I could feel my feet placed firmly on friendly ground, as my hands warmed enough to heal the whole Prison free of shame, and then my Inner Spirit friend said to me, for me, and from within me(just imagine!), “You know what this is; this is Communion.”. I felt helpless to want him to remain with me, but as we parted, I knew this was more than, just an assuming hint of our Ascension Communion.

PC’s friend didn’t appear again
But I went back inside to check

About the Author


I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16

I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.

I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.

After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.

After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.

I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?

When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.

Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.

Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone

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