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Spirituality with Pine Cone: So Ham; Ham Sa

To the Music of So Ham Awake Us

These words, by themselves, have power. They are Sanskrit words that evolve living meaning, and to start with, mean simply, the out breath and the in breath. The Universe, it is said, continually makes this sound, so it really helps to let these words sound in your mind as you breathe out and in and harmonize with the Universe. One meaning I derived from chanting around these words is that the outside and the inside are always mirroring for me. Perhaps ultimately, they can mean Thou Art That That Thou Art, and to see God in each other. (When I see God in someone else, I am accepting God in myself).

When we breath very slowly and hesitate between the in breath and the out breath(Ham Sa) or hesitate between the out breath and the in breath(So Ham), we begin to spend more and more time at the moment of “Twilight” magic, as we enter the Pineal Portal to all other dimensions. Practicing letting go and doing advanced forgiveness prayers helps get rid of the fear-wriggles so we can sit in stillness, until the cows come home. Since we are continually co-creating whatever contaminations of ego remain hidden within us, until we merely begin honestly surrendering to our unclear motives, we, not only get what we need, but we also need whatever we get. “Judge not lest you be judged” speaks to the same powerful process of creativity. I use a tool, that came to me at the University of Space during meditation; I named So Ham. There are 3 steps and then a possible realization inquiry.

STEP #1: Speak or write with emotion something about another person that really pisses you off. The more you get into it the better. What really gripes you about them? What grabs you and makes you tighten up in the chest? They will never hear you. It is harmless to express. And it will not damage the relationship; it may help heal it. At the very least it will heal you and will increase your Faith and give you Peace. After you have ranted for a time, focus on the essence of the meaning of your thoughts and reduce it down to a simple phrase. Edit it until it feels right and then repeat it a couple times.

STEP #2: Become contemplative and answer this question. What does this other person need? What do they need to do to correct their problem? There is a bit of calculus between step 1 and step 2, so do not get lost comparing yourself to the things you said in step 1. We always see what someone else needs and the answer to question 2 is the key here, not the projections of step 1. Once you have the essence statement of what the other person needs, repeat it like a new mantra quietly to yourself.

STEP #3: Say the essence statement from step 2 (they need..., they need to…), only try owning it in the 1st person singular (I need..., I need to...); close your eyes and breathe a couple So Ham breaths, and inquire humbly and honestly if this is a possible soul statement in any aspect of your own life. I like to think that there is freedom in humility, and that as I practice and practice this process, I may get humble enough to see, even God in ME as ME. You know, not God is with me, but I am One with God. Under all behaviors, at the soul level, we are not as different as we might think. Do not be serious and have fun, and when you get to trying on yourself, what you know the other person needs, pretend you are shopping and merely trying on a new jacket, and it is your choice not to buy it. Stay empowered; this is a tool, and you have the last word.

All Spiritual traditions advise that when we get inspiration to walk across the room to tell another just what we think they may need, to stop; turn right around; and go back and sit down to contemplate how exactly what you were going to say to another fits your new invented needs to a human “T”. When we pray for another to have a good, happy, and prosperous life, we let go; when we also ask Holy Spirit to forgive another, we are letting go of Duality; and when our behavior changes to not go around projecting our crap out onto others, we embrace a new mind of Delight and join our mirrors in ONENESS, more as our loving Saviors. Detaching increases our awareness of compassion, letting go increases our awareness of a benevolent Universe; Forgiveness increases our magnanimity and really is the Sovereign Spirit ONENESS idea less personified within Spirit.

My Eyes Paint a Picture of Me

The Experience

I saw a vision in meditation. I saw a man sitting quietly. This figure was contemplative and looking toward me and off to one side. As his head turned about 30 degrees, color and paint shot out of his eyes onto a blank environment in the new direction of his contemplation. These colors magically formed objects and a scene that appeared in front of him. It was his World on the outside generated by a part of him inside. Simultaneously, a cascade of stardust sprinkled around and in me the “meditator". I felt the Joy and Harmony that angels must feel. I cried for a couple of hours and for days I felt exalted, bathing in the stardust of the truth I was granted.

The Poem

My eyes paint my world in the colors of my heart
My dreams and my visions have become a work of art
All that is inside me turns to everything I see
I am you, you are me
Let me see

My fears and my judgments become children spouse and friend
All I think is real is merely what's inside of me
Everything's a lesson, freedom in humility
I am you, you are me
Let me see

Life's a house of mirrors the creator paints through me
When I accept all others I accept that part in me
The beauty of my Spirit is who I want to be
I am you, you are me
Let me see
I am you, you are me
Let me see

Light Packet Pine Cone Taurus
Lighting up our Christmas Tree

About the Author


I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16

I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.

I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.

After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.

After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.

I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?

When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.

Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.

Inner-Child Spirit Safe-Home, within
author Pine Cone

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